Irene Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo Awakening shares about Willful Sabotage

Originally published – April 2018

Once material proofs were provided to Irene Kuo (Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo) she elaborated to all the wrong doings in below media report. Lot of effort has been put into transcribing audio filess, which is living proof of her plans to sabotage the noble mission of Kosmic Fusion, Irene/Joy Awakening exploited various volunteers that were selflessly involved for betterment of local & global community.

 

0.07 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening on Joining workshop

At first I saw the website from Beryl about the AwaKeNiN TrANsForMaTioN Workshop. So the first contact was Beryl. So I was getting all the workshop information from Beryl and I was very keen so I wanted to join the workshop. I tried to get information. I want to join the workshop. The workshop was done in Beryl’s place and at the same time there were other practitioners like Nat, Siann, Ellia. So I was trying to, after the workshop, during the workshop I saw the setup of Beryl’s place and I think it’s a attraction, it gave me the idea of the practitioner can do, (inaudible) can offer. So after the workshop I try to get some information from the practitioners but I didn’t get too much.

 

1.15 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening on Intention to steal information

I have the intention to come to steal information. So I start to collect, steal the information starting from the practitioners but I didn’t get much. So from 2013 when there are chances for volunteer in the stand I was participating as much as I can in any possible. So in the volunteer work that is the only chance I can go deeper and get, steal more information. So I put my hands up whatever I can from doing the rosters and admin, collect all the energy exchange and everything, I put up my hands to do as much as I can. In the meantime I, my intention was to learn how to operate the operation of running a event. So I go from event to event. And in the meantime I was also do my observation how, my intention was to put down other volunteers so it’s like pulling their legs so I can show myself. I want myself to be the top. Like making the face in front, earning the trust of late KaVeeTa SuNiEL. So all the way when I am learning in the meantime, I do the observation of everyone. I intentionally pick up other people’s weakness so I get the opportunity I will complain, make complain and make everyone think up everyone have some problems.

 

3.19 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening on Intention to complain about volunteers

Yeah, my intention was to. Yeah, I did my observation of other volunteers’ weakness so I manipulate the, make it as like my weapon. Not my weapon, like a, I use as my tool, so I manipulate and I make complain to late KaVeeTa.

 

3.45 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening on Stealing information from events

When I do the volunteer work, I didn’t ask for permission so I stole, steal the information, put in my laptop. All the way events by events, so I start accumulating all these information bit by bit.

 

4.10 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening on Complaining about other volunteers

So with different volunteers I used different manipulation for different ones. So for Nat, I complain about she shopping around the stand and she wasn’t very active in the replying my e-mails. With Siann, I also make complain about she shopping around the stand. She is not active in the way, she is not active in participating the preparation work so I was active to perform, try to be score the brownie points. I didn’t take permission, I stole the information in my laptop, collecting the name list. On the event, the event the participant, they register in my laptop. I want to really offer my laptop so I can collect the information and I stole it in my laptop. I make my own spreadsheet and start collecting the list, the participant list without asking for permission from late KaVeeTa SuNiEL, Sree Maa Shri Ji. Didn’t follow the protocol set up by the founders. Similar pattern for all the event in 2013. Pretty much the format and the pattern is similar, events after events.

 

5.55 – /Joy Awakenings’ Agenda in 2013 events

So with the event, the 2013 that’s the way of operation I did for the 2013 event. There are also other things happening in 2013. So I didn’t get along with other volunteers because I intentionally pulling their legs. So yes Siann and Ellia was an example. I make complain about them and I frame them to late KaVeeTa SuNiEL about how they run the Kosmic Tribe so they stepped back and I took this opportunity, I step up and I propose how supposed to run, the proposal for Kosmic Tribe because I want to be having the power, I want to be in control, have the ambition to get involved of running the Kosmic Tribe. At the time, other Pulsars, Nathan and then Clarito, who was assigned to host the Kosmic Tribe gathering. That’s all happening in the Newcastle event. So in the Newcastle event there was a lot of things happening. The most significant one was the, at that time I didn’t get along with Siann and Ellia. And when Clarito was asked to come and to join the tepee, the meditation in the tepee I was very, got this impression on Clarito. I start to keep an eye on him to get the intention on Hanuman. Cause at that time they were also talking about the twin flame.

 

8.20 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening’s Thoughts about Clarito being Twinflames

So I also had this suspicion, I was guessing if he would be my twin flame. I have this fascination about the twin flame because I heard some about it. So I was fascinated, and at that time also get the information Clarito, he is like has a black hole energy in him so I was very curious and very interested. So at that time I was very attracted and was very curious cause I want to experience the energetically how it feels like. So I.

 

9.18 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening’s attraction towards Clarito

Yeah, there were a lot of thoughts coming in at that time and I sometimes the thoughts can be very not healthy but I need to control myself as well. It’s more like the attraction, male and female attraction thing but I know sometimes that the thought will come up but I try to control myself. But after that there was a practitioner training. So since then I keep an eye on Clarito. I just want to like get closer to him and to find out who is he. And also I try to have a good connection, like introduce myself so I can start get closer to him. And at that time, we..because we at that time were organizing the Kosmic Tribe so I took the opportunity so and make discussion and make rehearsal for the Kosmic Tribe and get to know him more. And because there are the practitioner training when you do some swap healing and practice sessions. I took the opportunity and make my plan so I did the, I choose him to practice more. And I make planning I..because we need to do 20 healing sessions. At that time there was a lady expression the interest to me about the healing so I make the plan to get Clarito involve. So I start making plan to have him as my working partner. So I invite him to do the session with the lady and so he can carry the bed for me and cause I use the excuse I didn’t understand the medical terms so I ask him can he do the translation for me. My medical is my excuse but I use that to get a few things, so I start to get Clarito get involve of the practice session. So at that time I also approach some Pulsars to do some practise healing session I offer. So I invite, I ask Hanuman(Clarito) to do the practise session to get to do 20 healing sessions. So that’s 2013. And we moved on to end of 2013 and 2014, I asked him to register company for the purpose of tax return.

 

12.42 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening Registers Kosmic Fusion Australia

So I took that as a opportunity to..that..register Kosmic Fusion Australia as company. At that time I had a lots of consideration because I did not want to put myself into risk so I get Hanuman involved for the registration of the company. And I didn’t go the option of the sole trader because it will get, the consideration is that if anything happen that the personal, the personal, what is it called, assets will get affected. I played and I want the trust from late KaVeeTa SuNiEL I took the opportunity, make sure I get what I wanted, the Kosmic Fusion Australia company. So in the registration process I didn’t want to take the risks so I told Hanuman to register company as limited company. So can protect my assets if anything goes wrong. And in the meantime start planning for the 2014 events so my ambition was to do the events around Australia, different cities. I did not inform the founder, late KaVeeTa SuNiEL and the, about the decision made for register Kosmic Fusion Australia as a company limited instead of sole trader, joint sole trader.

 

15.20 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening plan for 2014 events

So at that time also start planning for the 2014 events. My ambition is to touring and go different cities so it was a few events been selected so and because they are big events so they, the investment is a big amount. I didn’t want to contribute that much so I did base on, so I was making plan to Hanuman to take the credit under the name of Kosmic Fusion Australia. I did my calculation based on 2013 that I may actually be able to cover the investment so I told Clarito should be ok to cover, that was the idea. So in the meantime, I had the discussion, I manipulate Hanuman to go to this events, sign up for this event and use the name of Kosmic Fusion Australia, the credit card payment so. Initially, the idea is to get back the tax return but I told Clarito is to spread Kosmic Fusion in different cities. Late SuNiEL sent in an e-mail. I can’t recall the exact detail but the main idea was the purpose of the tax return.

 

17.29 – Irene/Joy Awakening Manipulate Clarito into handling the credit bills

So when it comes to the payment for the events I manipulate Hanuman to apply for the credit card under the name of Kosmic Fusion Australia because I didn’t want to take the name, I didn’t want to take the responsibility of taking debts. I used my husband as a excuse that he didn’t want me to carry the name and Hanuman, Clarito agreed to take that for Kosmic Fusion. So we signed the contract for the event and start the payment with the credit card. So the events, I was using copying similar format of operations run events in 2013 based on what I, any information I steal, I gathered, and I doing similar pattern to run the 2014 events. And at the same time in 2000, in another incident, a major, another major, that was the vision 2014 meeting. And there was a proposal every region present what the events wanted to run and I did send out the suggestions and asking for the topics for the workshops.

 

19.20 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening on greed for Power & Ambition

There was no formal confirmation from the founder. So there are e-mails sending out and there are some suggestions what can be, which ones can go. And so yes. I take every opportunity to manipulate to win the trust of late KaVeeTa SuNiEL, Sree Maa Shri Ji so I can achieve, continue to manipulate what I wanted to achieve. So I was greedy in my power, my ambition to control everything.

 

20.18 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening Obession and Jealousy with Clarito and Jabeen

So in April it came to the picture when it was mentioned about Jabeen and Clarito can be one and my  jealousy get triggered a lot so I start to target Jabeen. So in 2014 apart from the events I also run, there was suggestion from late KaVeeTa SuNiEL to run Kosmic Clinic. There was some discussions to have the Kosmic Clinic. But at the beginning, there are also other practitioner’s involved for the first one. My plan was to be in charge. So after the first one I start to make my own policy. To make procedures so I can be in control of the way I want it to run. So I manipulate Clarito to work out the procedures step by step from the roles what everyone should do. I manipulate Hanuman, Clarito to work out a procedure. At the beginning, I start brainwashing Hanuman under the pretext of serving Kosmic Fusion from the very beginning. I manipulate him with the big picture everything is for Kosmic Fusion so I can win his trust. I can manipulate him because of his loyalty to Kosmic Fusion, Sree Maa Shri Ji.

 

22.15 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening plan to remove Jabeen

So when I got the information about, it triggered my jealousy, my jealousy enormously. So I have very strong, very strong. I start to making plans how to keep Jabeen out of the picture and since 2013 the Newcastle events, I starting having this hunger to possess Clarito. It is very strong that I wasn’t able to resist. So I start to keep an eye on Jabeen and Clarito at the same time. All the time keep an eye on him. So whenever Jabeen says something, make a suggestion I always put her down. So in 2014 they also running Kosmic Clinic so I make my own policy, my own procedure, make it very difficult for everyone to follow so my plan so I can be in control, I having the power cause everyone need to follow what I wanting to do. Jabeen was also one of the practitioners so I was making sure she, yeah I keep an eye on her to make sure she is not close to Clarito. So whenever they talk , I will come in close to join the conversation to make sure I was there too.

 

23.49 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening Withholds testimonials/contact from Kosmic Clinic

So I, in the meantime, yes, with the Kosmic Clinic, I gather all the client’s information, I keep their testimonials, I didn’t share, I steal the information, I kept everything with me, I didn’t share with other practitioners because I want to steal all the information. I keep for myself, I didn’t say anything. So I know I keep [inaudible] and just keep the information for myself. So basically the Kosmic Clinic is running under that format. Every action I did is under my calculation. Sometimes very quickly, instantly like I don’t even need to think. It just comes out like that. So when it comes to the tax return previous time. So tried to claim for the tax and tax return and I also being greedy want to have more tax return. So I gather what others do to take the benefits. For the tax return I also adding some personal expenses to get included so make it look like a little bit more to claim back. So when I went to the tax agent, the accountant, she had a look at the figure and she, cause it’s middle of the year. Until middle of the year we only run one event, the Sydney event, MBS at that time so had a look at the figure. I gave the picture of how, she was asking how does that run. How does Kosmic Fusion Australia is running.

 

25.57 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening jealousy of pulsars

Jealousy, yeah, jealousy literally everyone. Pretty, young. There was an incident because I left on the table, I didn’t, I left it. But then it became disappear and I didn’t know. It’s only, at that time didn’t know what happen. But then only later somehow one day I was searching, somehow her name come out when I searching her website and I found all the notes, information on the website. I steal credit from Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, Kosmic Fusion. So, Kosmic Clinic, I was very controlling and i was using that so I can collect, steal more information, client list and collect the testimonials for myself under the pretext of Kosmic Fusion event. Kosmic Clinic run for quite a few months and it stop because of the venue. We not able to continue the venue. At that time, I over booked lots of, booked a lot of time slots, made a lot of planning for the events including some regular Kosmic Tribe for Kosmic Clinic. And there was some at that time there was also some Cosmic Meditation just about to start, just a few event, so I booked a lot of time slots until end of the year for that venue. At that time decide to cancel. It was a week, was planning some schedule workshop planning happening but didn’t happen so had to cancel all the bookings.

 

28.13 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening issues with Sabina, the owner of a venue at Crows Nest

So Sabrina she was not happy about it. We had access of the booking system so we can make booking, take the space, time slots. So we have regular booking for the end of the year. But that was a period of time we close the, we cancel the booking very recent for like near the week of booking and she wasn’t happy. She came asking what’s happening. And I explain to her it was scheduled but didn’t happen. And she wasn’t happy and then she was asking for some document but the way I reply back, she wasn’t happy about it so. For the workshop but then was cancelled so I pass on the blame to the founder, late KaVeeTa SuNiEL. I told Sabrina because the scheduled workshop been cancelled so I have to cancel the booking so I passed on the blame. So when she asked me to give the document of insurance as I recall and I said I will provide but then I didn’t. When register for the, when you booking they need the practitioner’s liability insurance. At that time I didn’t have so using Siann and Nat did the application. So when that e-mail sent out, she asking for document and she replied she is not going to hire the place to me. So I approached Siann to have a negotiate with Sabrina because she communicate with Sabrina before me, start dealing with. It is already established before me already have Kosmic Tribe running over there. Basically that is the main venue to run most of the Kosmic Fusion event including workshop Kosmic Tribe. And after I taking over I also run the Kosmic Clinic over there. So when the venue is being closed we find something nearby. So in the meantime, I also frame Siann and make my own story to frame Siann and badmouthing Siann to late KaVeeTa SuNiEL. So I make use of Siann to negotiate with Sabrina but when it didn’t come out as, the result so I passed on the blame to Siann. So I passed on the blame on her to frame her and I sent the e-mail to late KaVeeTa SuNiEL and say it is Siann’s fault. Just pass on the blame, shift the blame to Siann. And yes, I talk to Sabrina with very arrogant tone and talking like a very arrogant. Bossy. Not respectful. I framed Siann, I make it like her mistake but it’s actually my fault. It was my manipulation, like I always did. Pass on the blame on her. I ruin the… I never want to take the responsibility. I always have agenda. I am very selective. I only take the responsibility that benefits me. Anything I will pass on whenever I can. So when I looking for the venue I exploiting Siann, Ellia. I never tell what is the registration.

 

 32.44 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening acted close to Sree Maa Shri Ji

When I act close to Sree Maa Shri Ji, I like stand near the reception, helping with the registration, wipe the whiteboard, and just to be like close to Sree Maa Shri Ji. Just to get the attention. I participate all the workshop so I can continue to steal the information. 2014 is a very busy year. My plan was to perform but I manipulate Hanuman under the pretext of for Kosmic Fusion. I overworked him. Everyday I went to him to catch up work and I won’t let him, I get to know his routine. So when he night time, evening after dinner is the time to start working. To keep him engaged. Sometimes he doesn’t want to respond back and I will start to have fight, pick up fight with him. I also pass on my stress onto him saying, I also threaten him say if he doesn’t support and all, no Kosmic Fusion will work so I manipulate, brainwash him to help me do the work because I know I can’t manage myself, I need someone do it for me. In my head I just I want want to control fully on Clarito. When he say he is not under my 100% control but I try to control him as much as I can. So when he is not in my full control I will get upset and get back to him. In the meantime, 2014 I also, at that time Jabeen also very keen to participate all the volunteer work but I always try to push her on the side. She is very good at talking and I was very jealous so I try to belittling her from planning say she doesn’t know what she is talking. So with Jabeen, belittling her, pulling her leg, try to break her confidence. Also give her bad name in front of, I fill Clarito’s ear about Jabeen. And I , she wear all black on the stand and I attack that. I told everyone and making a big scene and saying a volunteer is not supposed to wear dark colours. I put her in very very bad spotlight.

 

35.35 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening sets up booth ‘temple’ in events for exploitation

I want to control everything. So how the decoration of the stand I want to control. At that time it was Siann’s, it’s her responsibility to decorate the stand but I put my opinion. I belittle Siann, I complain. I belittle her. I have this ego to be in control, in power, so everything has to be in my way, the way I want it. So I, anything whatever Siann did, I won’t be happy. Doesn’t matter what she did I will try my best I can to belittle her, pull her down. So I manipulate Hanuman to agree with me. I also want to be control be the talking person. I want to be control of everything, I want to be the face. For whatever event, I did whatever I can to destroy Kosmic Fusion, so I can establish myself, have the name, the power, the money, everything. In the meantime I steal the, all the participant’s information, the details and I collect all their testimonials. I also make the suggestion to have energy exchange but it has been taken off because late KaVeeTa SuNiEL, Sree Maa Shri Ji give me the Agnya should be by donation because it is a temple and in the temple not supposed to collect energy exchange. Cause I always have this mind so I was always calculation back the return, that’s why I wanted to have energy exchange is to consider of the return, a consideration of the return of the investment. As I mention earlier, this investment taken under, I manipulate Hanuman to pay for the events using his name to take the credit card payment. I exploit him.

 

38.12 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening agenda for royalty fee

I was greedy and calculating and manipulate everyone and I was keeping eye on what profit I can get out of Kosmic Fusion. So I keep an eye on the percentage, the loyalty and work on my plan to get the benefits of everyone out of everything. So for the events, Sydney events, the turn up was not as expected so but the rest events already booked so have to keep going. So from Sydney and then went to Melbourne. In Melbourne, I forced Clarito went to Melbourne.

 

38.57 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo’s plan to abuse Melbourne pulsars

I was copying the way late KaVeeTa SuNiEL did. I went to Melbourne also run some local event. I had Kosmic Tribe and Practitioner practice, some healing sessions, I have a Kosmic Tribe.

 

39.21 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening jealousy towards fellow volunteer Nat

I also push her away cause I also didn’t like to see her talking to Clarito. I know Nat lived closed to me at that time but I didn’t want to work with her, I only want to work with Hanuman so. Yes, I want to have my possession of Clarito so I didn’t let Nat close to me but I didn’t want to work with her.

 

39.43 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening exploitation at a Perth event

And Dallia and Clarito were in the Perth event. In that event, before that there was Festival of Dreams and that was also a big influence on me. But my calculation it’s too expensive for me to afford. So in the meantime I manipulate Hanuman to look for the option. Festival of Dreams is in between Embrace Life and MBS. It’s more similar to MBS. It is more spiritual events and in that, there are lots of celebrities, psychics. I took the opportunity to become a director to have a tax return and use the opportunity as a great opportunity for me to manipulate further, to exploit further.

 

40.46 – Irene Kuo/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening agenda to manipulate Clarito to be the Director of ‘Kosmic Fusion Australia’

And I drag, manipulate Hanuman to join the registration of the company because I didn’t want to take it by myself. I need partner in crime so if any responsibility someone can share with me. I was manipulating, using Hanuman whatever I can. I want to possess, I want to have full control of Hanuman so I can exploit his loyalty to Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion. And I brainwashing him, give him a picture, boost his ego so I can use him to suit my agenda for each every single event so everything I wanted so when he comes to the Festival of Dreams. I..we got this chance for this interview so at this time, I take this chance to boost Hanuman’s ego. I can be like the face of Kosmic Fusion like we need to have a good presentation. The outfit, dress up like a, so we can. That time both Clarito and I were very excited to have this chance to get the interview. I also manipulate Hanuman and say oh we can have other channels of exposing Kosmic Fusion but it is my agenda, my agenda is just exploiting further in different platform. The plan was there but it just take time to make it happen. But that is the time have some plan in my head can go for interview or something like that. That is an option. So with the Festival of Dreams, again I try to, I strictly, I still as always in control of everyone, I make sure everyone not talk too much in the stand. And also restrict Hanuman to talk with other volunteers because I always keep an eye on Clarito.

 

We also wish to share below clip from March 2017, to debunk some incorrect claims made by Ms Amoutzias and Ms Kuo. This short 20 minute clip gives good enough information on the transparency and clarity maintained by Sree Maa & Shri Ji throughout the FiT programme, there was no hierarchy, expectation and their desire to halt the FiT programme as some of the FiT didn’t walk their talk.

 

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